It's pitiful, but I was asleep before 11 yesterday and ended up waking up at 2.20am. It's 4.11am and I haven't been able to go back to sleep, but I did somehow manage to nearly get run over by my mum in that time... don't ask. My sis also accidentally spilled hot water on me two days ago, so I'm wondering if my family is actually out to get me? (I'm joking oh!! They'd never hurt me :) )

Now I'm wide awake and I have no idea what to do with myself. Normally I'd call TBF and inflict my pain on him, but he needs his sleep these days... working man and all. I miss him :(

My brother is still not speaking to me. He does have a good reason to be mad at me. TBF is one of his close friends. I knew this before we started dating, but TBF and I have had this thing for a good while now... even before they got close. I'm hoping he'll understand eventually, but in the meantime he barely speaks to me and just grunts one word answers at me if I talk to him. Because I'm his sister, I'm torn between giving him space and reeeeeeaaally getting on his nerves. I compromise and do both. I cook the food he eats, so he has to be at least vaguely nice to me. Hehe... I really want him to stop being mad at me. I know it's really weird for him, but I hope he gets over it. Men of blogsville, I don't want your opinion here.

Oh I'm still celibate, dunno if I mentioned that recently. I've actually forgotten what sex feels like...

So anyway, I made a recording of a folktale (with added tweaks) but then I forgot to put it up. Silly me. I'll do it later in the day.

I'm not even hungry... what a shame. Usually I go on midnight eating binges with my girlfriends (God bless my metabolism) if I'm up this late. Boooo... it's the day after food shopping too when there's a lotta good stuff about. You know it's supposed to last for the week, but it's gone in two days. Lol.

I'm gonna go watch TV or something. Hopefully that dry British humor will put me to sleep.

And I was right... L-VII you are delish (no homo... ok maybe small homo :P)...

...<3