Birthday Blues  

7.7.09


This must be the first birthday I've had where I just wanted to let it pass like any other day. I always make a fuss and let everyone know it's my birthday cos I loved the attention, but this year signals growing up. Agewise anyway. I think I'll postpone my birthday till September when my life will be mine again. I'll take the birthday sex now though ;)

I'm in such a weird mood, I'm pretty sure my cancer is showing.

I'm feeling very blah. I miss my boyfriend and I wish he was here. I don't wanna celebrate finally leaving childhood behind. I'll miss the security of making mistakes knowing that "ah, she's young" will cover it.

Oh well... you all are invited to my super belated birthday in September. I think I'll be happy then :)

Bonne anniversaire et feliz cumpleanos to me.

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